well guys i have been at this new for about a week and a half of classes and two weeks of just being in the dorms. as i said before i that i was on the 10 day camping trip. so lets get started on the explanations.

ok so some of you know that i got sick three days into the trip and had to come off for all of the fourth day burt the fifth day i hiked back in. complete hell. it was a mile and a half all up hill with switch back after switch back and when i finally got to my group it was another two miles of up hill and i will admit i cried. i could keep down food but still felt like utter shit and i was fuckin' tired.
so the rest of the time i got better at hiking and keeping up with the group but i hated it most of the time but while we were in camp my group had lots of fun.

now when i got back the best thing was seeing my mom who i called a lot on that one day i had off the trail. so anyway i loved the afternoon i got to spend with her and we went to the best diner, it was amazing. but being half starved and super tired and freshly showered might have added to it.
the next few days where pretty boring cause it was orientation after orientation about the internet, the dorms, and well all that shit.

ok so it turns out they have us going like 24/7 or at least us boarding students. we have normal classes and then after school we have an active or workcrew which just means either you go help around school for two hours or you do a sport. so i have two days off because i do preschool during my free periods where i go help out at the preschool but on two other days i have mountain biking and i hurt my knee or something and now it sucks to even ride my bike to classes. (which i have to cause my dorm is like the very furthest from all the classrooms

anyway parts of it are fun when i'm not feeling completely homesick and want to cry or i am not overwhelmed with school work or being completely bored in every single one of my classes.
oh well i am stuck here until at least thanksgiving when i will have enough courage to ask my parents to let my go back home, i thought i would be having loads of fun but even the classes suck and i dunno its harder than i thought to be so far away from people i love. but its so expensive i know i should stick it out for a few months just in case it gets better

love you all ( and i really really mean it)
twilight